Our Boys!

Well most of you probably know by now, but last Tuesday I had to go to the doctor because I hadnt felt Grant moving all day and I was in a lot of pain.  The doctor couldnt find a heart beat and did a emergency csection.  I got to come home Friday morning and we had a graveside service for Grant Saturday morning.  This has been the second worse time in our lives.  In April 2008 we had a miscarriage at 18weeks.  It also was a boy Carter Landon Harvey.  The boys were buried together and any gifts we recieved for Grant and were able to take back, we will use the money to buy a new stone with both names on it. We have recieved many sweet cards, messages on facebook, flowers, food, and many other signs of peoples love and support for us.  We never dreamed this would happen again, especially since we had made it to 35weeks.  We were so excited and all we have done for the past 8 months is plan for Grant to be here.  We will get thru this but we will never get over the hurt and pain we feel in our hearts right now.  Please pray for us, that God will help us to get thru this and that someday we will have a baby to give all this love we have to.  We did get to hold Grant and he was precious! Beautiful little baby! He was 4lbs and 17inches long, he had his daddy's dimple in his chin and my eyes.  They did some test on him, they think it is something genetic that when we make a baby the chromosomes arent right, idk.  We will get the results sometime this week.  We are going to face many had days ahead, days that we had planned to have Grant with us and times we will wish he was here to hold and love.  We have pictures of him, they help me a lot because i can look at him whenever i want! We loved him with all our hearts and always will.  I guess Carter needed a friend in heaven, and he got his brother! One day we will be with them both!  Thanks to everyone that has prayed for us and done anything for us.  We just need time and rest.  I am recovering fine from the csection, a little sore but im ok.  We go to doctor Thursday.  The worse part has been my milk coming in, we are tring to get it to stop but its been pretty painful.  Just keep us in your prayers!

Snow Dayz and Fellowship Bible Shower

Well Wednesday we will be 35 weeks! Wow! We went to the dr thursday, and he said everything looks good.  He also told us he will be in Branson the week we are due! But he said he would come back for us, YEAH RT!!  Anyway, he has 3 partners and Grant could come early or late, so I'm not going to worry about it right now.  I am offically off work now, i am already bored! With the snow friday and saturday, i was stuck in the house for 2 whole days! But Sunday was our Fellowship Bible Church shower, so i got to get out of the house!!  We got a lot of nice stuff and ate some very yummy cake! We go back to the dr next wednesday, for our 36wk check up.  This Sunday we have a shower at Des Arc Methodist Church, and afterwards we are eating ribs for the super bowl! Cant wait!!  I dont think Grant has had ribs yet!lol I am ready to have all the showers over so i can organize his room! After every shower i find a place to put everything and then we have another shower and i reorganize it all over again!  I am ready to have everything in place and just be waiting on him to get here!  Hope everyone has a great week! Pray for us as we get closer to the arrival of this wonderful baby and that i dont go crazy and reorganize the entire house!!LOL